Sunday, July 22, 2007

Death of identity … Who am I ?

Who am I ? … my name?? my job?? My designation??.. a son?? Husband?? Brother??.. my feeling ?? …my body??… my thoughts??... what my thoughts say ‘who I am’ ? … my language ??... my identities like … hardworking…sincere… etc…

Some part of me is going through a turmoil … and lots of fear inside of the unknown?? Fear of “Nothing” … but is it is very scary …

All these days I lived for my expectation about somebody else’s expectation … I will never fulfill on them .. they never get fulfilled … they are like a bucket with a large hole in the bottom .. you keep filling it will never gets filled…

Ok.. then let me say I’m will live for myself … here also the same situation … I never gets fulfilled … there is no option for “I” but to die. … but “I” will not die.

What got to know is “I” is not ‘me

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Road trip

After a long time going on a road trip. From London to Inverness 572 miles.  First break.